All the World's A Stage

Alert the media everyone, because I am poised to make a comeback. You are now looking at (well, looking at the text of) the newest member of a community theatre production of Little Shop of Horrors. The part? Church Lady. Go ahead and Google search it, but you won't find anything. That's because it is a made-up ensemble part. And I couldn't be happier.

I was one of those theatre kids in high school who you probably threw dirty looks at because we were obnoxiously in-your-face and fancied ourselves hil-ar-ious. After a phase of treating everything like it was a performance, I calmed down, went to college, and busied myself with other things. I always missed theatre but it seemed like you couldn't be involved unless you were a "serious artist."

Around Christmas I happened to go on the web page for the local community theatre and saw they were holding auditions for Little Shop of Horrors. I put the idea in my back pocket for a while, and by the time I decided to casually check the site again I was startled to find auditions were taking place that evening. An internal debate ensued culminating in me making the decision to just go for it and scrambling to find and practice 30 seconds of a song to sing for the audition. I belted a few ballads in my car on the way home from work, eliciting a few double takes from passing drivers. A quick hello and kiss for Mark and I was off to the theatre.

I had no idea what to expect, but was still taken aback by the turnout for auditions. Thirty or so people were crammed into the lobby filling out info sheets and sizing each other up. I grabbed a paper and nestled into an empty space on a bench sandwiched between two people who were about 15 years older than me. The woman to my right looked reasonably normal, but it was when I took a look at the Guy to my left that my nervousness ebbed away for a second while I choked back a snicker.

Here, at a small community theatre in a small college town, Guy had come to the audition dressed up to look exactly like the main part. He had the nerdy outfit of the lead character down to a tee, sporting thick rimmed glasses, a sweater vest and bowtie. I caught a snippet of  the conversation he was having about recently moving to Georgia from Chicago where he was trying to make it as an actor. I didn't catch how exactly he went from Chicago to small-time Georgia, but I could only deduce that he held his talents in a little higher esteem than they actually deserved.

I turned my focus to filling out my own form, relieved to see this wasn't going to be a super serious audition when two of the questions were "What is your street name?" and "Draw a picture on the back of this paper of a unicorn doing something unlikely." Just as I was finishing my drawing of a unicorn sitting at a computer and complaining that someone defriended him on Facebook (brilliant, I know), Guy tapped me on the shoulder.

"Do you think I should staple or paper clip my resume to the form?" he asked, holding a copy of an actor resume and two full-page headshots. I looked at him blankly.

"Uh....." I managed to get out.

"I think I'll see if they have a stapler," Guy said, completely unfazed. As he got up I shot a confused look to the woman on the other side of me, who just shrugged a little.

The director came out and explained that we would all wait in the lobby and go in the theatre one by one to sing our song snippet. The first audition started, and we realized that we could hear the audition from the lobby. We all lapsed into a nervous silence. All of us except Guy. Oh, no. He's a thespian. He stood up and started making a production out of stretching and shaking it out while we all watched him out of the corner of our eyes. When they called his name I curiously listened to see what kind of chops this ridiculous human being actually had.

The sound that filled the lobby next was something of a cross between a 13-year-old boy going through a particularly rough patch of puberty and a goat being castrated. I winced as Guy kept trying to hit higher and higher notes, voice painfully breaking which he seemed to think he could fix by just singing at a louder volume. After what felt like a million tortured years, it was over and Guy made his way out of the theatre to sit back next to me.

"I am glad we did those vocals warm-ups," he said a little breathlessly. "I think it went better than usual."

I mean, really. This is just not even the kind of shit you can make up.

By the time I was done with my audition Guy had whipped out a Macbook from the large man bag he'd brought with him and was silently mouthing words to a script he had pulled up on the computer. Complete with hand motions and everything, he sat their pantomiming while I waited for the rest of the auditioners to have their turn. Guy suddenly turned to me.

"What kind of acting experience do you have?"

"Oh," I said, caught off-guard. "Nothing major, just a few things in high school. But that was a long time ago."



"What is your job?" I asked politely.

"Well, I'm working as a janitor."

And that was the end of that conversation. But it must have sparked some fond memories of the Shakespeare production he was in because the last time I looked over before the director came back out Guy was grinning ear to ear watching a computer slide show of himself onstage.

They didn't call my number to stay for the next phase of auditions, so I didn't feel too encouraged about my chances. To my surprise, the cast list arrived in my e-mail inbox the next morning and my name was on it. I made the rounds of calls to my family, telling my sister that I met someone that will be a lot of her musical theatre major peers in 20 years. Just to be on the safe side, I waited until we had our first read-through last week to be absolutely sure something had gone terribly wrong in the order of the universe and Guy was going to be my fellow castmate. As soon as I could breathe a sigh of relief at his absence I knew it was totally blog-worthy.

So now I am resuscitating my career as an actress extraordinaire, though Mark doesn't seem to fully appreciate that he is now living in the midst of celebrity. I just can't work in these conditions. No one understands my genius.

Except maybe Grover. He's just the gift that keeps on giving.

Hair Today, Gone Tommorow

On the whole, I have had an extremely lame couple of weeks. My routine has consisted of work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep, etc. I made the determination a long time ago that I was not going to be one of those people that word-vomits a stream of consciousness onto their facebook/blog/twitter, documenting every little thing I eat or mundane thought I have. Therefore, I have not blogged.

But something horrifying happened last week. The catalyst to shake up my monotonous routine was making a truly sobering, tragic discovery: not one, but two WHITE hairs growing on my poor, unsuspecting head. At the same time. Like two little white hair friends set out to be a bad influence on the brown hairs and turn them against me too. Not to mention this was coming on the heels of having already discovered one a few weeks ago and yanking that sucker out before it stood a chance. For those of you counting at home, that is a grand total of three white hairs growing on my otherwise brunette, 22-year-old scalp.

You may be thinking this is an overreaction and a few white hairs is nothing to justify these dramatics. I might agree with you if my dad hadn't gone prematurely white in his thirties, thus setting me up for a little smack in the face by genetics. I had always thought I would be the kind of person to age gracefully, but not starting this young. This young I plan on being dragged kicking and screaming if my body continues to not act its age. The saddest part of it all was that I pulled out several perfectly nice brown hairs trying to get at those white bastards. If they insist on trying to come back around, I can promise I will be even less forgiving.

Feeling prematurely old is bad enough, but then something happened to make me feel dumb. And feeling dumb is bad enough when you are fully loaded with brown hairs. Feeling dumb with white hairs is just demoralizing. I've been casually applying to jobs in Athens because filling up my tank three times a week due to commuting and additional travel is just not ideal. I saw there were openings for a few jobs at JcPenney, which is definitely not my department store of choice but I figured I could fake it. I go in with my resume in hand before realizing that of course you don't actually meet with a person so they can evaluate your people skills. That would make too much sense. You sit at a kiosk and fill out an application on a computer. A computer is way better qualified to gage how you might do at a customer service position.

So I filled out the basics about who I am and where I've worked, and proceeded to the 50-question survey portion of the application. This basically consisted of personality assessment-type questions: "How would you best describe your character? A) Honest, B) Hardworking, C) Determined, or D) Loyal?" Mixed in with these questions were ones that anyone could plainly see what the correct answer was: "If you were to catch a co-worker stealing from the company, how would you react? A) Report them immediately, B) Warn them that if you caught them again you would tell the supervisor, C) Not say anything, or D) Join in with them?" Oh yes, I am absolutely going to divulge that I would be totally on board to become a criminal, Caribbean Joe Fuddy Duddy Shirt-Stealing dream team with my delinquent coworker.

The final portion of the questionnaire was a series of two opposite descriptions from which you had to determine how much either of them fit your personality. Example: On one end you had "I openly express my feelings" while on the other you had "I never show how I am feeling," with the "strongly agree" option for both, "somewhat agree," and "neutral." I tried to tailor my answers to make me sound like a superstar potential employee- agreeable enough to work on a team but strong enough to work independently, confident enough to say I am right but humble enough to know when I am wrong, ambitious enough to have goals but wise enough to know my place on the totem pole. I thought I was a shoe-in....

Until I got to the end of the 50th question and hit the submit button. A window popped up on my screen, which I cheerfully read thinking it was further instructions or just letting me know someone would be in touch. But as I read further, it went a little something like this:

"Based on your answers and application, you have been determined to be unqualified for the position(s) you applied for. You may reapply to JcPenney in 180 days. Really, you are better off trying to find something else, because JcPenney kinda sucks anyway. I mean, if you look at our junior section it is reminiscent of what your grandmother thinks the kids are wearing these days but in actuality is completely devoid of anything attractive. And we really don't even have good deals. So you are better off going to Macy's or Belk. Hell, even Sears seems to know what the trends are and they sell dishwashers! Overall as a company, we just fail."

Okay, maybe that last portion may be slightly exaggerated in my memory. But the part where they essentially told me I am unqualified to fold shirts is ingrained forever. I sat there stunned for a moment then got up with my head held high and sauntered out of there. As soon as I was in my car, I gave Mark a ring.

"Those mother effers at JcPenney told me I am not good enough to work there!" I spat as soon as Mark picked up. "I have a college degree in public relations! PUBLIC RELATIONS! That means that the University of Georgia deemed me fit to RELATE with the PUBLIC. But nooooooooooo, apparently that is not good enough for JcPenney. There are people that get jobs there that don't even have a HIGH SCHOOL diploma. What the HELL? I am never shopping there again!"

"Whoa," was Mark's reply. "That sucks. Whatever, screw 'em. You don't need them."

"Damn straight," I said, bitterness ebbing away. "You can still shop there, though. I know you usually find stuff there that you like."

"Cool. Thanks."

I then got an earful of mockery from my parents, which was fine because it had evolved from humiliating to hilarious. I know that there are plenty of jobs out there I am qualified for that are a lot more stimulating than cleaning out dressing rooms. But my boycott of JcPenney still stands. Never again. Long live Macy's!